| Wednesday, October 29th, 2008 |
| 9:47 pm |
a little worried!
With my friend's computer having issues and another friend of ours having issues with his computer I got a little worried when mine wasn't working right a little bit ago. I was readingthere journals and jaws lost focus for some reason. I tried everything i could think of to get it back on a window and it just wasn't happening. Then jaws was not responding and i hate it when that happenes. I shutdown manually and restarted. Thankfully it started back up fine. Although I don't think jaws 10 beta 3 works wellwith semagic. It won't tell me where the edit box is to type my journals. I didn't have a hard timewith beta 2. Current Mood: thankful |
| Sunday, October 5th, 2008 |
| 4:29 pm |
this is just a test
I have re-installedsamagicon my laptop and find that it isn't reading me all my options like Ihad hoped. I can get to t he subject and the box where i write but nothing else.Not sure if it is a jaws thing, something i need to configure or if I just don't know what I am doing.I have used my jaws to pc cursor with out success.I just don't know why those other boxes won't appear. Then again I never figured that out when i had the same problem on my xp machine.I am usingvista now andjaws10 beta may be i will see if jaws 9has the same result. It probably will. |
| Monday, September 29th, 2008 |
| 2:19 am |
tonight
One quick think before I go on with this post. My niece's birthday was on sept. 28. I think when I wrote the post it was on the 29th. I wrote it a few minutes ago. I can't sleep now because I have such a head ache so I am trying to distract myself but it isn't working well. The pain is from front to back and i don't think it is something i can sleep off. I have been trying to sleep for a few hgours now and I can't. I took my lunesta and I just can't sleep. Since I took that I don't want to take anything for my head ache and end up with an interaction. I just wish I knew what was going on. I think part of it could be from my neck and shoulder but i don't know that either. What I do know is that these head aches have got to stop somehow. Current Mood: frustrated |
| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008 |
| 2:20 pm |
what pasta dish am i? i am mac and cheese
You Are Macaroni and Cheese Compared to most people, you are quite playful. You are a big kid at heart. It doesn't take much to make you happy. You live for simple, happy moments. You are very content. You don't try to make life overly complicated. You remain thankful for whatever you have. Even if it isn't much, you make the best of things. i think that fits me pretty well. |
| 12:22 pm |
the posta dish i am is mac and cheese
this is where you can see what dish you are. i thought mine fit me pretty well. http://www.blogthings.com/whatpastadishareyouquiz/You Are Macaroni and Cheese Compared to most people, you are quite playful. You are a big kid at heart. It doesn't take much to make you happy. You live for simple, happy moments. You are very content. You don't try to make life overly complicated. You remain thankful for whatever you have. Even if it isn't much, you make the best of things. Current Music: one life to live |
| Monday, August 25th, 2008 |
| 11:33 pm |
my day today
i went to the docto's today again and my blood pressure is still high. i go back in 2 weeks and if the physical therapy i am going to try for my neck and shoulder doesn't work, then i will have to go on bp medication. the physical therapy is for my neck when i hurt it 2 years ago possibly all my head ache pain could be from that causing a tention head ache. all i know right now is that i am in a lot of pain and the medicine i got to help with the pain hasn't done any good. i took it this morning and can't take anymore again till tomorrow. right now the pain is mostly along the right side of my head. combine that with my eye pain and i am not feeling to good. i just want the pain to end. i am going to gripe a little just so i can say i griped. it hurts really bad and i just wish it would go away! something has got to help! i have more about my day but i am going to try and sleep. of course when i did that earlier my head ache in a sense got worse. please pain just go away! Current Mood: frustrated |
| Sunday, June 22nd, 2008 |
| 7:03 pm |
have your cake and eat it too!
Ok so i was at a friends house the other day staying with her for a few days. her roomate was out of town and she and her roomate didn't want her to have to be home alone. i had a good time for the most part but picky is an understatement. i went shopping got a few things and she didn't want anything. she wouldn't even try it. i learned my lesson with that. we also made a cake that night and she was all excited about making it then once we did she didn't want to try it. she did take a few bites in the morning but i basically brought a whole cake home with me. our other friend that was over with us thursday night did eat some of the cake too. i admit she should have waited until it cooled but i was so excited that we made a cake i couldn't wait. making cakes in the micro does work. thanks to my awesomeist friend for the ricecooker which made the microwaveable cake possible! as for the rest of it well i did have a good time with my friend but i am not going to try and find stuff she likes if we ever do that again. it is to hard. and my parents say i am picky. lol if they only knew. Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: something my dad is watching on tv |
| Thursday, June 5th, 2008 |
| 10:58 am |
in between posts
Well i checked to see when i had last posted and it was febrary 5 2008. how calm life seemed. for some reason when i think about all that has happened between then and now it kind makes me want to cry. Silly! i got to go thunder is fast approaching. |
| 10:41 am |
just some randam thoughts
Ok I hope i put this in the right spot. I wrote a lot of stuff down the last time i tried to post and it didn't go through. i was so mad lol really i was because it was just about a lot of stuff on my mind back then. anyway i am not going to try to repost it i thought i would write a little something in here. i need a distraction from yet another toothahe. i sware they are going one by one. this time it is on the bottom and so far it doesn't seem to hurt really when something cold is on that tooth like i had with my other ones that just got filled last month. there were two filled last month. so now do i need another filing? i hope not but it hurts when i brush that bottom tooth. yeah me not! ok anothing i was just reminded about, how on earth can i be cold when it is supposed to be in the 90s today? that is just crazy. i guess that is it for now. Current Music: windows messenger telling me i have an IM |
| Tuesday, February 5th, 2008 |
| 11:02 am |
It is a little after 11 in the morning and i already want to go back to sleep. i have been good about staying on my sleep schedule but somedays i still don't feel anymore energenic. This is one of those days. i am trying lunesta after the abian was just not working well for me at all. i hope the lunesta works better but we shal sse. Current Mood: tired |
| Monday, October 29th, 2007 |
| 3:15 pm |
Another entry on my bn hopefully
I am never sure how this looks when I type on my bn. I don't know when I last wrote something though. Nothing new with me really I have a beautiful new baby niece well ok she is a month old now. I haven't seen her since Thursday and I miss her lol. Wednesday I go for my sleep study consiltation part of it anyway. In some pain from my neck and shoulder but nothing unusual about that anymore. A friend asked me not to long ago if pain in my eyes ever kept me from sleeping and the answer was and still is no but my shoulder and neck pain do sometimes. If I move wrong they hurt like a son of a gun! Not ever sure what I really did but since it hasn't healed I kind of doubt it ever will. Oh well most days it is tollerable. I still can't believe though that out of all the pictures in the facialvision exibit mine was purchased. Facialvision is where black and white photes are taken and then created tactually so a blind or visually impaired person can feel them. Mine was done in glass and it was really awesome when I got to go and see it. Some of the other ones were done on swell paper and on the tiger printer. More information about facial vision can be found on the website. facialvision.com |
| Monday, May 14th, 2007 |
| 7:32 am |
many thoughts running through my head!
Try this again. It has been forever since I last wrote in here and I think I forgot where do go. Anyway as my subject says I have a lot on my mind when don't I? I went on my computer to chek email and i was reminded about live journal and thought I would post some of my feeling s I have today. I couldn't figure out why I was so sad as I checked my journal and then it hit me that today 5 years ago we lost my Aunt Tina! It all happened so fast it was like a horrible dream that I couldn't wake up from. I thought may be I was finally in the middle of one of my soaps but it was all real! I miss her and I know the rest of the family does too! Then there is my thoughts and prayers are always with my closest friend from school. She just lost her mom and it was Mother's day and her mom's b day yesterday too! She came and picked me up for some very yummy icecream. I hope that hanging out with me made her day a little better. She has always been there for me and her friendship means world to me! One day we will take that trip to the salt flats and she will let me drive her car. lol. Next subject school yeah that is something I'll tell you. I was supose to finish up my math class last week and it didn't happen. My tutor's car broke down so she couldn't make it. I didn't find out about until I had been on campus for 3 hours then I spent another 4 hours trying to reach someone I could spend time with or something. No one could I was really upset not to mention the fact that I basically wasted my time and money for nothing. Spending time with two of my friends who I stayed with and having lunch with my good friend who is my little in my coed group Alpha Phi Omega that was fun too. My neck and knees have been bothering me and I am trying to do some research on natural herbs and stuff but I can't seem to find anything forpain or I don't know the websites are so hard to navigate or how about this I just don't know what I am doing. lol. Oh and I can't forget about my eyes hurting! Wish I could they are ok now for the moment. Now on to some happier stuff. I am going to be working a bit with a student on his braille reading skills. Don't laugh everyone who knows me knows I am not the best reader but he is just starting so I do think I can help some. I will write more when I find out. I need to down load a client to post my entries but don't know if anything works with windows vista. I will have to look. Current Mood: sad excitedCurrent Music: my dad's radio |
| Friday, October 27th, 2006 |
| 4:10 am |
Last post woh't make sense
Well my last post didn't get everything I wrote. but I think I know what I did wrong. I am to tired to fix it now though. Again I am doing this from my bn. It is great. Current Mood: tired |
| 3:34 am |
Long time since I wrote in here.
lots more but I am getting tired from the medicine I took. I got sick the day after their wedding. I am glad it wasn't before hand. Current Mood: thoughtful |
| Sunday, August 20th, 2006 |
| 11:02 am |
trying this on my braillenote
I have never tried to write anything on here from my braillenote so i thought I would today. Not much is happeneing. I have my nights and days shot to pieces which isn't good since I have to go back to the s word. Lol. I don't know I just hope everything works out If I find this easy to write from that would be cool. I love having my bn be wireless. I am still in bed undr my covers and I am on the net. I find it very interesting and not good that I woke up yesterday and my eye hurt so bad, I think it woke me up. It hasn't hurt liked that all summer. I just don't get it. I had to take something finally cause I couldn't sleep it off like I had tried. I am going to quit writing incase this doesn't work. Current Mood: tired |
| Wednesday, August 9th, 2006 |
| 10:13 pm |
haven't posted in a while wonder if it will go through.
I can't figure how why I can't view my friends journals. It seems like that is the only way I can figure out how they are. I know that isn't entirely true but it feels like it.
I lost my cell phone and I feel so lost with out it lol. Ok not really but close. It is hard when you only have one phone line and you can't use it. That must be how my parents feel when I am tying up the line all the time lol. Well nothing new to report. Sleeping still crazy hours and all that good stuff. |
| Monday, July 31st, 2006 |
| 8:40 pm |
go bus problems
Lately I have been having more than my fair share of problems with Go Bus. Today they didn't even put my ride in the computer. I still got to where I needed to be but still. Also Last week they picked me up an hour early. I keep getting the new girl who doesn't seem to really know what she is doing. So now I have to call and check tomorrow to make sure my ride is in the computer. I could take the calls better I think if I knew how to use the system at least I would know enough to save them. |
| Sunday, July 2nd, 2006 |
| 8:40 am |
twiching fingers again
A few years back I had some of my fingers just start to twich for no reason. It isn't all the time and they never found out what was up with that but I am not sure but I think it is happeneing more. More so with my index and pinky fings on both hands. The problem is like back then it doesn't happen when i am at the doctor's. I had a lot of tests run back then but still no answers. I can't really tell when it will happen or just what the cause may be. Stress may be, I just have know idea. Until It happens all the time though I guess I can't do much about it. |
| 8:36 am |
updating
Sometimes I think updating softwhare is good but then again if it is updated you take the chance of it not working with your screen reader. Or better yet your screen reader not working the way it should. This is the case with the program I use to update my journal. Grrrr. I can't find the rest of the options such as time zone mood and all those.
Oh well I guess. |
| 7:59 am |
Many things on my mind!
As usal I have a ton of things on my mind and it is hard to put into words and give it all justus! First and formost the two top things on my mind are of course school and my family. School for all the difficulties I have had of late and for the ones still to come which haunt me in some way I think. Am I really cut out for this? Can I really acheive my goals and what happens if I quit? I will be disappointed in myself and everyone else family and friends will too. Then there is what will I do in its place. I am really afraid of what the future may bring.
Next is famil ok so my parents have been sick for a while now a little over a week. It wouldn't be so bad if they didn't smoke but they do and they won't quit! My parents still smoke even when they are coughing up a storm! I just wish they would go to the doctor especially my mom and get checked out. I try not to worry because I know it would do any good but telling my parents and my brother I want you to quit doesn't work. They just say I am lecturing them but if I started to smoke, shoot WW# would start! I just wish I could do something.
I also am wondering how my friend's mom is doing with her current battle. I think of her often.
I also had a dream that I woke myself up from because I was talking. It wasn't a plesent dream either. I didn't go back to sleep yet I am trying to sort it out in my mind and coming up short. I was in elementary school but at the same time I was child but with all my adult wisdom. lol I told my elementary teacher I wasn't going to let her torment me anymore and I wasn't the little girl she bullied before. She said I was still the same and I tried to beet her up lol. I told her I would make sure everyone knew what kind of person she was no matter what she did to me or something like that. I woke up to me saying "I will make sure everyone knows what you did tonight" Not really sure what time of day it was or anything but I sounded serius. I haven't been able to allow myself to go back to sleep since. It is almost 8 and I woke up about midnight or 1 something like that.
Nothing more for the time being. |